The Full Wolf Moon (Native American) at 22* Cancer will culminate January 12, 2017 3:35AM PdT/6:35AM EdT (Farmers Almanac). The current phase of the moon is a Waxing Gibbous (98.1% illuminated), 13.5 days old and at a distance of 367648 Km (228446 Miles).
This Full Moon in Cancer is about being in harmony with your family and friends while being subtle, spirited and brave. Have you been engaging in your authentic heart-center. It’s probably more than actual love or being kindhearted, it’s a state of being. It’s an inner truth. It’s a deeper understanding of life and its joys and perils. When our outlook is one of wonder, and we offer a certain grace to ourselves and to others, we’re given plenty by the universe. We all have karma, an agenda, destiny in place with the people we choose to congregate. These people teach us what we want and what we don’t want. The reactions are placed on our path as guidelines. Think of all the people placed before you, and how you make conclusions for your personal agenda. Not only in love, but your family relationships, friends and co-workers. Before our birth we may have not known what we were getting ourselves in for. We can anticipate there was a plan. Tomorrow always gives us another hopeful day to examine and reconstruct what is yet to come.
With our higher knowledge, some decisions must be given revocation and because we can make it so as we are given chances over and over again. We have many tools and good people showing us what life is really supposed to be like. How we can wake up in the morning and tap in to the beauty instead of a bleak existence. We are the players of our real life dream. We have to believe in benevolence, love and contentment. Because if we dwell on the improprieties, we’ll become confused. We all know there are terrible things happening in the world, and God forbid they are happening to any of us. We know bad things occur and as we cultivate compassion, it will also be presented.
Goodness comes from doing the right thing in bad situations. We are not to be passive but resourceful. When we grow up and can’t always stay in that state of grace as the human condition gets confused and dragged down by karma. We can reframe wayward situations and societies rules by solutions and proactive movement. We have a sense of what our lives are supposed to look like. Where do you come back to our self, to those we love and say adieu to the ones who give us misperceptions or anguish. There is always an easy way out, and it’s to make comprehensive decisions, while living up to honor.
Journal Questions:
What are your compassionate qualities
What are your desensitized qualities
When did you start holding back your genuineness
What has held you back…
People problems
Money problems
Relationship problems
Health problems
Personal issues
Bad habits
Phobias
Career problems
Past choices
Stress
Overwhelmed
Do you have healthy
relationships
career
job
homelife
friendships
marriage
children
beauty
exercise
eating
inside maintenance
outside maintenance
person maintenance
place maintenance
thing maintenance
When you feel insecure, do you have
Compassionate acceptance of yourself
Compassionate acceptance of others
Spending too much time on others and not yourself
Spending too much time on yourself and not on others
Forward movement toward positive activities
Forward movement toward negative activities
Who Motivates You
Family
Friends
Job
Career
Money
Beauty
Health
Harmony
Things
Strangers
What brings you joy or grief and why
Family
Friends
Job
Career
Money
Beauty
Health
Harmony
Things
Strangers
Regain your health! Practice for the following month and all your life if you want:
Breathing deeply a few times a day
Drinking more water
Taking a walk
Meditating
Praying
Writing in a Journal
Creating a solution
Creating plans
— We aren’t only to listen to others, we are to engage in helping each other overcome problems. Being nice to ourselves is the first step to alleviate feeling picked on personally. Our baby self was to heal the people in our lives, and our adult self may need to find within ourselves the healing qualities again.
“Be careful what you pretend to be because you are what you pretend to be.” ~Kurt Vonnegut
Tara will also be in New Zealand & Australia, and doing some meditations in Los Angeles. Please ask if you would like a list of the seminar or workshop schedule. sorcemoon@gmail.com
Insights – The Medicine Wheel
By Tara Sutphen
Climb to a mountain plateau where you meet a shaman within a medicine wheel. He calls in three spirits who provide you with insight and assist you to find answers to life’s most important questions. Your career is explored and you’ll answer questions such as: Am I making any karmic mistakes? What changes do I need to make in regard to my life direction?
Here is some fun writing from Jess: I write with him all the time, we were everyday communicators in life and in his death, we’re still really close…
Subject: 6.13.09 Jess Stearn Au. Wr.
Dearest Tara,
Well I am happy to be writing with you. We have written all along but not for the public of course. The magic happened when Bob Friedman recognized that you have always been on our team. The communicators of the “New World” whether we are dead or alive. We set ourselves to be allies and to assure words of value get spread in the ears of the holy and thoughtful.
I wasn’t always mindful when I was on the earth, I could be a buffoon, especially with women. It kept me strong in the work arena. You, Tara gain so much and will continue in knowledge and fine harmony with others. I was always in admiration of you in this way, the stepchildren, the followers, the town’s people, the revellers always in gentle comradery with you, you didn’t step on toes. I tried not to, I got less inclined to be happy as I aged.
I’ve analyzed many times why I felt the need to create chaos in my last years. I did it to hang on to those I loved and adored. And I hung on to my earthly possessions, which gave me great pleasure. Especially the beach house, as I know you are fond.
The best things I can convey to others about my death, it’s not as painful as I’d imagined it would be. It was simple at the time, something my body instinctively knew. Pain is really drab on earth, to be in distress physically is the worst. And most of everyone puts themselves through emotional torment, they believe others cause this pain. They only have that belief. If they stepped away and erased that person or events from their mind, they are then free of emotional pandering and abuse of the self.
As for physical agony, we all know that is the worst of human suffering. I wish you the readers to never suffer in any way. You ask if there is a way around it, there is, ask your guides and protectors to grant you safety. It never hurts to ask them to chaperon you from turmoil and excruciation.
When I was a mere boy as Jess Stearn (I’m still Jess Stearn by the way) I didn’t realize I would be a journalist or writer. I was a kid who daydreamed. I had brothers relatively gentle toward me and the women of my life lived away. This may be why I lived away from my first wife, not too sure about the act of marriage and togetherness. My grandmother raised us boys and I was grateful. I don’t get to see her much on this side of the veil. She continues with gypsies and doesn’t want to reincarnate or work for “humans” right now.
They are a traveling band of gypsies, I was with them in a previous life. Grandmother was our mother that life in Eastern Europe and marauders took it upon themselves to wipe us out. It was prejudice, no injustice had taken place. I heard many story’s and fortune-tellers in the gypsy life. I have always been attracted to both of these subjects. The previous incarnation theme was I’d been in the court of Kings and I needed exposure, to be wiser to the world and it’s foibles and fallables.
I needed to become more broadminded and understanding, as wars of religion have been around me for centuries. I am not interested in wars, I am drawn to workable solutions of dogma, religion and spiritual value. Many teachings are words among scholarly thinking and arbitration. Today you are in an evermore state of heartfelt spirituality. Dogma sits at a wayside and is still practiced, although questioned much more. I am not to bring you dogmatic ideas but rather to principals of widespread sensible thought. Your mind clears for the tasks of your days, your personal day is different than anyone’s day on the planet. See through your own experience and harbor memory. What creates the divine renewel of your mind and body, being of sound mind can create a good life. There will still be problems, but not as many as you think once you truly become in tune with yourself.
I will tell you many things I see here, and see for you and in your world. I’m aided the luxury of sight, sound and knowledge of one’s overview. We will begin again and again, as you do in your life and in your lives. This place I find myself and your world is our history.
I stared at the US Dollar Bill, I couldn’t believe my eyes. Here I was in Sedona, Arizona with a few participants from my Mystic Training for lunch on the first day. Last March I was in New Zealand and Jules Bonny, Yvonne Neal and I decided we would do a little money game. I’m always playing with sorcery and intention. Jules and I decided to create the movement of money, she gave me some New Zealand Money, and I wrote and prayed on a $100. US Bill and a $1.00 US bill, giving it to Jules and her shop partner Yvonne to pass around. I wrote it out as a double conundrum, TY Jewels (thank you) = Tara, Yvonne & Jules. Our lives being an illusionary dream in the earth’s magnetic field afford us to play these positive target games. Don’t we all want to create the flow of comfort, nourishment or material gain. I call it sorcing, it’s just a form of praying but I use a little more psychic umph.
My New York participant Gabrielle Revere had given me this dollar, we were at the Planet Diner. I paid for lunch with my credit card and the few who were there gave me cash to reimburse me for their meal. I asked Gabrielle where she got this dollar. She didn’t know Jules, she’d only met her a few hours before and Jules hadn’t come to lunch with us. I asked if they had exchanged money, and she said no, but she’d gotten change for a bottle of water at the front desk of her hotel. And that’s the only place she’d spent money in Sedona as she’d only gotten in the night before. None of my other participants were staying at that hotel. I asked if she’d noticed the writing on the dollar and she said she had. I said it’s my handwriting… And for this dollar to come back to me must be a huge percentage, more than a million to one.
Full Singing Moon (celtic) at 19* Pisces will culminate September 12, 2011 2:27am pdt/5:27am edt (almanac).
This Full Moon is a time of deep ponderance and connecting to your spiritual self. How blessed have you been feeling lately. Recalling to combine the soul essence with physical being. We sometimes forget to unite the essential components of ourselves. We can visualize our cells being permeated with sacredness and purity while integrating body strength with our wisdom and trust. Include emotions, as we need continuous reminders to keep ourselves in balance. Why do we tumble down the rabbit hole at times instead of climbing to the highest mountain of elevated potential. Where is it that we don’t offer our uppermost capability. Is becoming competent a learned behavior and may not be natural. The mind has no recollection of what is real and what is fantasy. Thoughts are things, so it’s very important to create the soul agreement of destiny as relevant, saying and doing — physically trying our best to step into a good quality life and progress. No more stumbling forth, only reveling in grace.
What does mastering your life mean to you. Are you the temple of your body, mind and soul. Integration of thoughts and actions, knowing what is truth for you, and if you aren’t living it today you can start in an hour or so. It is never too late to co-create with the power of the God Light. Alignment with all life offers us part of the holy experience to fully appreciate what is outside of us and delving into our personal secret places within. Inside, you have a knowing of many answers to questions, these are from your subconscious and conscious self. Pain is difficult, never trite are these incidents. Life can be magical even at it’s most profane. And that is our hope, expectation and aspiration. Honoring the path of life, recognize and reconnect to your core being to your soul origin. All you, you to shine, the light of life energy.
Journal Questions:
Are you trusting your life and decisions
(write in depth…where you
are honest and where you give yourself ‘white lies’)
• Being honest with yourself
• Being honest in your relationships
• Being honest in your job choice
• Being honest about your health
List of your Ideas and Ideals
• Love
• Health
• Beauty
• Happiness
• Career
• Money
• Relationships
• Children
• Friends
• Home
• Style
What has to happen before you’ll change?
• Relationships
• Friendships
• Money
• Health
• Love
• Career
Write 3 sentences about your spiritual self
• Physical
level
• Emotional level
• Intellectual
level
• Spiritual
level
• What is real in your life and what is wishful thinking?
• Where are you sidetracking?
• Do you worry about issues you can’t control?
• What seems out of reach?
• Are you taking care of your personal life and relationships?
• Are you only sitting in a puddle of worry?
• Are you creating change and proactive solutions?
• How do you create proactive movement to secure your place in
your environment or country?
• How do you create workable solutions?
• Do you take risks?
• When you fight on the job, do you always need to be right?
• What is right?
• What if you are wrong or being emotional, can you come clean –
at least with yourself?
• Can you apologize?
• Can you clearly create a new fine day?
• Can you let all the unneeded upheaval you’ve experienced to live
tomorrow successfully?
Where do you shine in your life
• Home
• Work
• Gym
• Party
• Hobby
• Sport
• Other
Write 10 things you desire in your spiritual life
Write 10 things you desire in your physical life
Are they aligned?
How can you align your spiritual with your physical being
Breath of Life…the connection of who we were before birth and who we are now.
“Take this moment now, this moment of peace and calm, and breathe it in deep within your psyche. Make this feeling a part of your breathe. With each breath you breathe it is a part of you….This place of profound knowing.” ~Marla Maples
I’m here to say hi, share some shamanic healing, investigate psychic phenomena, explore the latest experiments, spells or modalities with you. According to Astrosociety, our daily motion, in addition to spinning on its axis, the Earth also revolves around the Sun. We are approximately 93 million miles (150 million km) from the Sun, and at that distance, it takes us one year (365 days) to go around once. The full path of the Earth’s orbit is close to 600 million miles (970 million km). To go around this immense circle in one year takes a speed of 66,000 miles per hour (107,000 km/hr)3. At this speed, you could get from San Francisco to Washington DC in 3 minutes. As they say on TV, please don’t try going this fast without serious adult supervision. http://www.astrosociety.org/education/publications/tnl/71/howfast.html#2 So no more complaining about change, we are in constant motion. We need to hold on and embrace the wild ride of life. You are invited to use her methods, modalities and tools to unlock any blocks, obstructions, addictions, phobias and depression. Were her to explore many possibilities to become the best we can be. Isn’t it time to Make Money, Find Love, Create Happiness, Succeed in Goals, Connect to your Personal Power, Activate your Lifeforce, Achieve Dreams
“Feel your presence on this earth. Walk past fear. Collect hope. Move on to faith and action. ” — Abenda
Sunday, Feb 21, 2010
Mystic Mastery
God Light Spell
You are in the center with 4 white lit candles- set candles north/east/south/west
Breathe to the bottom of your stomach 4 times – each time breathing in peace and exhaling chaos or confusion
Visualize the white light coming down from above and rejuvenating and regenerating your body, mind and spirit
Visualize for 5 minutes
Open your hands to receive miracles and everyday magic
Extinguish each candle with a wish
25*Aquarius New Moon
By Tara Sutphen
25* Aquarius New Moon this month, culminating February 13, 2010. The Aquarius new moon is about intellectualizing your need to be seen in the world and by others. How do you want others to take notice of you. It can be a talent or a deed. It can be about being loved for you, “being yourself”. Maybe it’s for your sincerity level, enhanced charisma or being held special in some way. Could you be loved and admired for all sorts of things you don’t fully understand. Or are you not loved enough and question why. It could be that you push people away to test their endurance and seriousness. Do you confuse romantic love with general everyday love or respect. And if you aren’t feeling loved or appreciated, where are you allowing yourself to be disheartened. You may feel you’ve become a wallflower or blending with wallpaper. Even if you are overly busy, you may be spreading yourself thin blending with mad dash anxious society. We shouldn’t have to be overt, whine or wail to be noticed. Usually quite the opposite if we want to generate friends and natural fulfillment, the first gesture would be to take the focus off yourself and express simple manners, or gestures of connection. Kindness for kindness sake. It’s the start of your spirit being fulfilled by others who in turn will fulfill you.
Journal Questions:
Do you put your best foot forward when meeting new people? Or do you stall and feel awkward? Why? What do they have that you don’t have? Where do you lack confidence around others? What do you find likable in yourself? What do you think others see as likable qualities in you? What do you learn from others? Do your expectations run high regarding others? How high? ON: Your family? Your love partners? Your friends? Your co-workers? General passers by? how do others enhance you? How do others inspire you? How are you disappointed by those close? How are you enhanced by those close? Do you have a hard time sustaining long term friendships or relationships? How could you change your viewpoint to fulfillment? How often are you hard on yourself during the day? Do you say to yourself ‘that was dumb, I’m stupid, what was I thinking, that sort of inner banter? Do you build yourself just as much. Can be simple, I’m looking healthy today, I like when I wear that color or smiling at yourself in a mirror. Self acceptance. People may disappoint us over and over, but it is wise to work on not disappointing oneself. Sometimes we are asked to leave others behind in our life. Be it by rash or beneficial decision, it hurts and may not feel right at the time. We can feel like we are failing. We need to pick ourselves up by our bootstraps. There will be success, there will be failure in all that we do. Keep moving forward, living, breathing, hoping and loving. It’s how us humans roll.
Book — Soul Agreements
While in spirit, before you were born, you wrote a script for your life on Earth that included soul agreements establishing your relationships with your parents, lovers, children and others who would affect your life in meaningful ways. Your career directions were planned out, as well as the major challenges you would encounter. this karmic road map was programmed at a soul level and can be examined by psychic Tara Sutphen.
Judi Chase
June 6, 1995, Evergreen, Colorado: David Chase, 42, disappeared. Forty-seven days later, his nude body was recovered from Bear Creek. His neck had been broken, one hand had been nearly severed, and unusual abrasions were evident on his legs. The official cause of death was listed as drowning, but the case was investigated as a homicide.
David’s widow, Judi, claimed her husband was murdered and made public accusations against a neighbor who was the last person to see David alive. Six month after this tragedy, Judi’s two adoptive children were taken away under unusual circumstances. To Judi, these were not two separate tragedies, but one related tragedy.
Today, Nine years later, thanks to Judi Chase’s unrelenting investigation, there is a better understanding of what happened and why. Judi is a tall, beautiful, brunette New Zealander with a smile that melts your heart. We first met years ago when Judi was booking speakers and workshop leaders for the Whole Life Expos – hugs New Age festivals once popular in major cities. Our paths crossed again recently when Judi contacted me to do workshops for a scaled-down series of Body Mind & Spirit Expos. I enjoyed our phone conversations, which tended to go beyond talk about the New Age.
When I learned of her horrific experiences in the last few years I asked if she would be willing to undergo past-life regression and some psychic investigation. We would try and find out why she had to endure such pain. To me, only karma could provide the answer. Judi agreed.
Judi’s male friend Dov, an accomplished New Age musician accompanied her to the regression scheduled to take place in our Malibu home on a sunny March morning. Tara served coffee. Judi shared her story:
I was married February, 1993 on my husband David’s fortieth We shared the dream of starting an orphanage for special-needs children. In 1994, we were able to actually start the orphanage in Evergreen, Colorado. It was to be a permanent home for drug babies. The twins, Tisha and Darius, Born December 4, 1993 were the first adoptive children we brought into our lives.
David was a cabinetmaker and when work was slow, he took on other projects. A neighbor asked David to help him with some roofing jobs. I asked my husband not to have anything to do with this guy, because the neighbor was the local drunk who had the lowest black energy I’ve ever experienced and got into a big fight over it.
On June 6, 1995, David went with the neighbor to finish a roofing job and clear away brush in the Elks Club in nearby Morrison. The work was done by noon, the two of them stopped at a local bank where David cashed an $1,800. check. An advance payment for cabinet work he was to start the following day. They then drank and shot pool at the Elks Club before returning to Evergreen, where they continued the pool games at another bar called On the Rocks.
When David didn’t return home that evening, Judi remained awake in her rocking chair until dawn. At first light, she drove to the neighbor’s house and demanded to know where David was. He her, “I left him in the bar shooting pool.” When the police asked the same question, they were told that David had jumped into the river. That story was later altered to say that while throwing the debris from their truck into the river, David fell into the river.
Judi responded, David would never have jumped into a snow-fed river. He was a seasoned mountain climber who knew the dangers of hypothermia. And as an environmentalist, he wouldn’t throw so much as an apple core into the river, much less a truck full of debris. And if he had fallen into the river, the bar and local fire station were 50 yards away. A call for help could have saved David’s life”
Another four months of police investigation, little progress was made on the case. Then on October 15, 1995, retired police officer and private investigator Phil Harris had fallen asleep in his easy chair. He was awakened at 4am by a voice saying, “I’m David Chase. I was murdered. I want you to investigate my murder. Go buy the Sunday paper.”
On page four of the paper, Phil found a story about Judi’s attempts to resolve David’s murder. Although he had never experienced anything like this before, the clairaudience (auditory psychic contact) and newspaper evidence convinced Phil that he was in contact with a dead man. He found the man’s widow, Judi, and told her for a fee of $1, he would work the case until it was solved.
Judi explained, ” when Phil contacted me, David had provided him with all kinds of insider information, pet names and other things that no one else could have known. I knew David was communicating with him.”
David continued to provide Phil with information. From beyond the grave, he explained that the neighbor had talked him into cashing the check to buy a truck. That night, after hours of drinking, the two men got in a fight and David was hit in the back of the neck with a hard object that broke his neck. A knife was then used to cut the jeans from his body, the knife cutting into his skin, causing the abrasions. The $1,800 was stolen.
“Where is the murder suspect today?” I asked.
“The policed have asked for his arrest and half-million-dollar bail, but the D.A. won’t prosecute because she doesn’t have enough evidence yet to win a murder conviction. ‘I have to convince 12 jurors beyond a reasonable doubt; otherwise the murderer will walk away and the case can never be tried again due to double jeopardy’, is what she told me. Judi said.
Judi claims to have worked with over 40 psychics and spiritual mediums in an attempt to help solve the case. The Strange Universe TV show put her together with James Van Praagh, who communicated with David on camera. VanPraagh described the details of David’s death: “I see him being grabbed and hit…a blow to the back of the head. I see a lot of blood. Nobody came to help The famous psychic also mentioned a dozen accurate events related to the murder and Judi’s experience in the aftermath.
“Will you tell us of losing the children, Judi? I asked.
“A nanny was assigned to me by the adoption agency. Just one week after David disappeared, she arrived to live with me and help me complete the adoption. But the Department of Social Service (DSS) in Denver soon contacted me and said the kids had to be returned to their birth mother, who was now drug free. This is a risk you take in a situation like this. But I’d had the twins, Tisha and Darius, from the time of their birth, so I was heartbroken. I told DSS if the reunification plan failed, I wanted to complete the adoption.
The Dss told me the twins would be placed in a local temporary foster home during the weekdays and live with their mother on weekends for the six-month trial period. Later I learned that my former nanny managed to become the temporary parent in Denver and she was also petitioning the courts to adopt the twins. The birth mother was only off drugs for six weeks. Whoever is holding children when parental rights are terminated has the first opportunity at adoption. The nanny and her mother were awarded the children before we even knew what happened.”
“How did you find out that the twins had disappeared?” I asked.
“An investigator learned that the nanny never planned to adopt the children. She operated as a middleman for a third party in California. So the investigator provided the evidence to the district attorney, who reported it to the FBI. Agent Joe Schwecke was assigned to the case, but nothing has happened, primarily because Colorado seals adoption records.”
Tears welled up in the corner of Judi’s eyes. “I;m sorry,” she said taking a moment to grieve.
After allowing Judi time to regain her composure, I changed the subject to a discussion of how the past-life regression would be directed. When I asked if she was ready to begin, Judi took a deep breath, smiled faintly, and made herself comfortable on the couch. Once she was deep in hypnosis, I directed her to go back in time and explore why the dream she and David shared had become such a nightmare.
Judi: “I’m looking at the sky” her voice was shaky.
“Look around and describe the environment.”
Judi: “A castle in the background. Wind on my face. The ocean.”
“Look down at your feet and tell me what you are wearing.”
Judi: “A long dress.”
“Is there anyone else here with you?”
Judi: “I’m alone.”
“Does it feel good to be here? Are you at peace?”
Judi: “I’m trying to understand. I’m thinking of jumping off the cliff.”
“Why are you upset?”
Judi: I’m very upset, I’m going to cry.” She burst out in deep sobbing tears. “I must’ve been so unhappy…so unhappy. I jumped.”
I direct her away from the environment, gave her calming suggestions and moved her back in time to experience what had generated such despair.
She was a 17-year-old, at odds with her father, who had her locked in her room (probably because she was pregnant, as we soon learn.) It’s stone walls, an open window, cold. I’m just miserable. When asked where she lived, she responded, “Long grass, Dover.”
I want you to move in time to an important event” I said.
There was a long pause without a response. Throughout the induction and regression, Judi had not moved a muscle in her lower body, but she now seemed to be shifting uncomfortably in response to something she was mentally experiencing. “I’m giving birth to a baby. But…o-o-o-o-h.”
Judi: “David knew the part he had to play and he was prepared to play it. His love knew no end, especially for the children….all the children. And he was willing to go the distance and do whatever was required.
“Were the two of you together before in other lifetimes that may have set the events of this life into motion?”
Judi: “Yes. We shared great love, great adventures, fantastic journeys. I see us in a boat on a lake and he’s laughing. It’s a beautiful day. He’s looking into my eyes and saying, ‘remember this. Never forget this day. Be happy. No problems. All is well.'”
“Where did this lifetime take place?”
Judi: “Normandy.”
What happened in this incarnation that set the current events into play?”
Trembling with emotion, Judi described a bloody battlefield in which David was killed. I wanted to explore who David might have killed prior to his own death, but Judi became so emotional, I directed her away from the scene. “No pain and no emotion….the emotion is just fading away. Fading away.” Once she began breathing normally, I asked if she could further explain how the past interacting with the present.
After a pause, Judi began channeling again, this time worth David speaking through her. “Without my death the truth would not be known. It was necessary to bring attention to this evil. My death was a necessary part of it. I didn’t not want you to be suffering like this, but it was inevitable. I live in our heart and in your worlds and in your actions. In that way I am not gone. I reside in all that you do. I am free and I am well. Do not cry for me. I love you. You and my little twins.”
Can you see David there with you, Judi? Can you feel his presence?”
Judi: “He looks like an angel. He says, ‘In time, my death will help many others. I’ve told you this before and it is so. Trust.'”
I considered asking questions of David, but so many mediums had already don so and received answers as to all aspects of his death and those responsible for the crime. By this time, Judi had been in trance for nearly 90 minutes, which is as long as I like to keep anyone in an altered state without a break. I decided to end the session by projecting her forward into the future to explain how her dream of an orphanage would eventually manifest.
Judi: “Hawaii…an oasis with horses, rain forest, a white building, children on horses, laughing. I see celebrations, excitement, preparations, getting ready for visitors. People are coming the children are excited and can’t wait to show off what they’ve done, their garden, their greenhouse, their artwork, which is displayed in a big room. It’s beautiful.” She began to cry again. “There’s great rejoicing for the healing of damaged children. People will come from everywhere to learn about it.
“And you’re going to write about it to generate this attention?”
Judi: “Yes, plus speaking, interviews, traveling, fund raising the Senate. We’ll find help in many places.”
Upon awakening Judi, we discussed the session. When we talked about the motive for David’s murder, she said, “Some of the psychics who have helped me have also provided information about child trafficking for profit or child pornography purposes. David may have been murdered because he accidentally saw something he should not have seen regarding abducted children or drug-related activities. Solving his murder will help to uncover a larger truth relating to missing children and to public awareness of atrocities performed on children.
Currently, 700,000 children are reported missing in America every year.
Private Investigator Phil Harris died of a heart attack three days after testifying in court again the nanny, regarding an incident to which she had abusively shaken a baby in her care. Judi is suspicious as to the real cause of Phil’s death. She said that one of the investigators had observed the nanny in meetings with the suspected neighbor. “I’ve been advised that I should shut up, because my life could be in danger, but I feel protected.” Judi said. ” A British Investigative journalist advised me to put as much information as I have into as many hands as possible. I’ve done that.”
Today, through her Earth Harmony Foundation, Judi heads. The International Children’s Rights project, which seeks to enact new legislation to protect foster children from becoming victims of illicit adoptions for trafficking and child pornography. “Social Services is only allowed to check up on children for six months after an adoption. I want that law changed.” Judi said.
“David’s vision for the orphanage continues. We have a house here, and we’ve purchased another in Hawaii. dov and I have adopted two more special-needs children.. and as more money comes into the foundation, we plan to build or buy a bigger house where the kids can have a garden, a therapy room, and other special facilities.
“How many children would you like to adopt?” Tara asked.
“Ideally, about 12. Right now, we want Tisha and Darius to be found. I believe my perseverance is the one chance they have. I’ve never wavered on trying to get the authorities to do something. I still make the sheets on their beds every day. I keep up their room. And I’ll continue to do it, even if I never see them again, because this very act of faith allows for the possibility. And isn’t that what life is all about? It the possibility of good….the possibility of miracles.
To further investigate, Tara asked for Judi’s astrological data. plus the birth information on both David and the neighbor she has publicly accused of the murder. Tara read the birth charts and then combined them all to obtain an astrological overview.
The astrology between David and the neighbor shows a strong need for retribution and retaliation on the part of the neighbor. Something gruesome and very emotional happened between these two men in a past life. Tara had psychic flashes of several men, including David, torches in hand, burning the home of an unarmed family to punish the husband who was away fighting on the “wrong side.”
Tara said, “Based upon this astrological chart. I don’t believe that the neighbor will be convicted of David’s murder. The karma between the two men is that David killed this man’s beloved family, so therefore David died when he was most in love with his wife and family. But the chart does show that the neighbor will definitely be confined in this life — probably prison, but it could be a hospital.
When Tara completed her work on Judi’s astrological chart she said, Based upon what I can read here, I believe the two tragedies are related. On the day of David’s death, Judi was very much in love. But the aspect that was most intense at that time was her progressed sun aspecting her marriage. That indicates something would shake her to the core of her being. The girdle on her Midheaven says she would lose one of the great loves of her life.
In compositing David and Judi’s astrology chart, Tara found although their aspects showed an extraordinary love for each other. There was also a tragedy. Tara Said, “the chart tells me this is the last lifetime they would have to deal with this particular karma with this person.” Tara also made this note on the back of the chart. so much love, not enough tie. Death aspects followed them. When one dies, the other dies in a different way.”
Based upon what she saw in the chart, Tara asked for psychic impressions to help her clarify the pieces of the puzzle she was trying to assemble. This combination of astrology and psychic input resulted in the following notes: “I feel this all started with Judi being a judge at witch burnings. That comes in strong. David’s past life shows good fortune and a leadership position. The American Civil War. David and the suspected murderer’s composite chart says that there was a sacrifice due to fire — burning out the suspects farm and family while the suspect was away. Judi was also involved with David in this act. In their current lives, I feel the suspects not only killed David, he helped arrange for the kids to be adopted elsewhere. Consciously or subconsciously, the suspect wanted Judi to suffer loss as he did in a past life.”
In summary, Judi committed suicide in a past life because her baby was taken from her at birth. Classically, if someone commits suicide, they have to reincarnate and face a similar, but often more severe situation without killing themselves again. This is not to punish, but to teach on a soul level that life is sacred. In this life, Judi made a soul agreement to lose her husband and have two babies taken from her. And this time around, rather than taking her life, she has channeled her energy into resolving David’s murder, and establishing the Earth Harmony Foundation to help all children. Out of bad often comes good, and Judi’s “children’s rights” efforts may save far more children than she ever could have saved through her adoptive plans. If a child pornography conspiracy is uncovered even more children will be saved.
Obviously, David remains earthbound, obsessed with trying to resolve his murder. I am reminded of Kahlil Gibran’s words in The Prophet. “The murdered is as guilty as the murderer.” If Tara’s astrological interpretation and psychic visions are correct. David made a soul contract to balance his karma with his murderer. It is now time for David to let go and embrace the light. Continued anger could keep him tied to the Earth for centuries.
Karma is a multi-life debit and credit system, and we all create our own reality, or karma, with our thoughts, worlds and deeds… and this includes the motive, intent, and desire behind everything we think, say, and do. In other worlds, when we act with intent we create karma — harmonious karma or disharmonious karma — that will have to be balanced in the future.
She trembled, her fingers twitched nervously. “my baby’s not here. My baby’s not here.” I gave her calming suggestions and asked her what had happened. “it’s a bastard, so they took it away. I didn’t even get to see it. My baby is gone.” She became upset and began to cry again. “it was just too much for me. That’s why I jumped.”
I directed her to remember all she had experienced and to come back to the present while remaining in a deep altered state-of-consciousness. Once she was breathing normally, I guided her to Higher Self and asked for spirit guide assistance.
“Judi, in the past life when your child was taken away, you responded by jumping from the cliff. Because of that act, did you have to reincarnate and experience a similar situation again? This time your husband is murdered and two children are ripped away from you. Did you come back believing you would have the strength to pass the karmic test and go on with your life?”
Judi: “This is the truth. You know the truth.”
After a pause, Judi began to speak with a staccato pacing that indicated she was channeling. “You know you’re strong. You know how to walk through fire, overcome all obstacles. Never give up. Follow your intuition, your inner wisdom. Speak of truth and justice. You will not fail. You cannot fail, for you’re a warrior soul. You have work to do. You will not lose your life. And you will make sure good prevails over evil. Justice is the order of the day, and the ones are protected. They are in your hands. This is all ordained.
“Who is speaking through you?”
Judi: “My Higher Self.”
“Alright, I’d like you to perceive a karmic overview of your relationship with David and all that has happened. You found each other and shared a common dream and were only together two years before tragedy struck. From this higher Self perspective , tell me about David’s part in this.”
Note fr Tara: If you get anything psychically on David and the situation w. the twins…let us know.
The Wolf Moon at 10* Leo will culminate January 29, 2010, 10:18pm PST/Janary 30, 2010 1:18am EST (ephemeris). The time of looking into who inspires you and using it as a direction for your creativity, talent or abilities. You need to develop your sense of style. Look at yourself from the inside out and then from the outside in. Take a moment to really look. Life is full of possibilities. How do you use your outlook. How far does your outlook go. Is your inner search matching your outer search. Are you far reaching in your outlook or are you constricting the flow of ideas. Are you moving yourself into action with those thoughts and set goals. How are you stopped by progress in your life and if you were to come up with new inventive ways of thought, word and deed. You have the capacity for brilliance and limitless options. Coming into clarity of what we really need in our lives. It’s time of creation. What would you like to actualize in your life. Love. Friendships. Harmony. Laughter. Money. Moving. Spiritual contentment. Health. Let creation begin.
Journal Questions:
What inspires you in your environment? Who inspires you and the inner and outer qualities they possess? How would you be like them? How are you inspiring others? What kind of hope do you possess in the world? What are your long time dreams? What are your short term dreams? Are they realistic? Are they idealistic? Is your job satisfying, how could you spark new ideas into your work day or into your job? How can you spark romance and fun into your love life? How can you spark ideas for more money and security? How can you spark ideas for your health? Write down what is your purpose? Explain. If you lived in the perfect house for you, what would it look like? If you were in the perfect love relationship, what would it look like? If you had the perfect job, what would it look like. It starts with an idea, and you speak of that idea and then you find a way to manifest the idea. You know if it’s a workable conclusion from the get go, people who seem to move into easy good health, love or prosperity make space in their lives for achievement. Most often the tool is not money, as that is only one of the rewards or helper tools. Move into hope and grace, move into vitality and courage, move into possibilities and action. Goals need push and sometimes pull, you can do it.
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LIFE-FORCE ACTIVATION SEMINAR — Conducted by Tara Sutphen, Sedona, AZ — April 9-11. Tara will present a weekend of shamanism and metaphysics in which you will greatly expand your awareness and experience answers directly from Spirit. Tara’s “Life-Force Activation” process will energize and center you on a positive path of balance and success. She will unlock your psychic centers and assist you to make contact with your Spirit Guides and Higher Self, to channel and do automatic writing. Dick will offer Spirit-Contact Therapy and new Future Projection session that will explore the positive side of what will be happening over the next five years. You will leave the seminar feeling greatly empowered.
LIFE-FORCE ACTIVATION SEMINAR — Conducted by Tara Sutphen, Dallas, TX — April 17-18 (same program as above in Sedona)
A POSITIVE PSYCHIC PREVIEW: 5 Years into the Future — A 2-day seminar conducted by Tara Sutphen. Pipestem, WV, April 24-25. Would you like to see for yourself what’s going to happen to our world in the next five years?
LIFE-FORCE ACTIVATION SEMINAR — Conducted by Tara Sutphen, Lily Dale, NY — May 1-2. (same program as above in Sedona and Dallas)
FLIGHT-TO-FREEDOM 7-DAY RETREAT — Conducted by Tara Sutphen, In Lake Arrowhead, CA — June 7-13. Limited to 12 people. Lodging and most meals included. Includes a private past-life regression and a psychic/astrology reading by Tara. Come to a beautiful home in the mountains and free your spirit. The goal of this intimate 7-day gathering is to soar beyond your current limitations and earthly concerns. For one week, a few people will work closely with Tara to explore their earthly destiny and dharma, which also releasing blocks, purging the past and pursuing personal liberation.
5-DAY PROFESSIONAL HYPNOTIST TRAINING — Featuring Past-Life Regression and Spiritual Hypnosis. Conducted by Tara Sutphen in Orlando, FL, August 23-27.
SEDONA PSYCHIC SEMINAR — Conducted by Tara Sutphen, Sedona, AZ, September 17-19. This is our most popular seminar
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Money Activation promotes increase and benefits and reframes your mind to release thoughts of loss or failure and to embrace progress and optimum abundance. It’s time to imprint “prosperity” on your soul. In this series, Tara uses Lifeforce Activation to enhance your good fortune and expansion. Be in constant improvement. Create solid success and advantage, start to move in the right direction to gain clarity, balance and attainment of ease and resources. Regenerate and rejuvenate your ideas, talent, skills to the deepest core of your being. You are taking steps toward financial gain.
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